Another Peek at Beta Life + A Note

New Chapter!

I’m super excited to say I can finally share my latest chapter for Beta Academy, it has been on the backburner for a few millennia at this point, and I can’t tell you how many times I stopped and started and rewrote this chapter. Trying to thread a tonal needle of “this is a dystopia but everyone is doing their best” is difficult when you have a new character treated so inhumanely! But I digress. Enjoy the new chapter!

New Commission!

Building upon this roll, after our look at Alexandra, Gammatelier has graced us with another commission of Beta Academy, this time of Jessica 326 in the academy sleeping quarters, waking up in her box to the special vibrating alarm mounted down south. This is the first mental image of the Betas that ever came to me ~2018, crystal clear, and it originated the entire series and imaginary world! I’m very grateful to have it come to life in such a way!

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Dollhood is complete!

Huzzah!

Well it only took six years, two countries, three jobs, one lovely marriage, one less-lovely global pandemic, and just under 150000 words, but Dollhood: A Woman’s Choice is finally finished!!!

With the posting of the final four chapters, we have the conclusion of a multi-book arc chronicling the misadventures of Hope Hodgkinson and her friends, family, and (let’s be honest) abusers. I consider this a happy ending, but bittersweet without a doubt. What kicked it off was an outline that Dave Potter and I drafted back in 2017 right after the completion of An Artist’s Masterpiece, being enamoured with a couple of throwaway characters – identical twins Hope and Chastity – and the mere mention of their renamed mother Cushions and her companion Cuddles.

That bare outline took us through the idea that Emily’s struggle in Masterpiece was not actually unique but just woefully rushed and mishandled, exploring “by-the-book doll-to-be” Hope’s upbringing and time at finishing school, all the way to her wedding with John Collins. Fulfilling that outline turned out to be a monumental task. I should have cut and reduced complexity and arcs, but the world of Alt-Britain and just my sliver of it was growing too dense and intriguing to look away!

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A Guest Speaker returns to the Beta Academy

Hot on the heels of my previous post about coding work I did for Gammatelier, part of our deal has always been trading drawings for my assistance, either these interactive applets or the small story I wrote for him in 2021.

Ages ago now, I was lucky enough to receive a whole class of character sheets in this kind of exchange. I’m still blown away by them (and how he threw in an extra for free!). What I think neither of us estimated was how excellent his design for the special wheelchair would be for a fulfilled (pregnant) Beta like Alexandra 250! She looks perfectly balanced now, and proud of her limited abilities!

You can see Lexi in all her glory below, and stay tuned for when I continue Beta Academy in about 7 years! ¯ \_(ツ)_/¯

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Coding for Gammatelier

Heads up: this is going to be a heavy page, with many image assets loading.

Hi my name is Cafter and I code! 
Honestly, sometimes I find it easier than writing.

Whew, I got that off my chest.

I don’t think its a mystery that I find more energy in building this site than writing for it, or building the Favs page instead of adding entries (sorry y’all), so way back in 2018 when Gammatelier and I first got to chatting, and he expressed interest in replicating the old Flash applets he had on his website – slowly being deprecated by major browsers – I jumped at the opportunity!

Since then I have made 10 ‘applets’ using p5.js and vanilla javascript. I haven’t obscured any code, so if you want to see how I did it (and how crude my early attempts were) you can inspect the source code in your browser easy!

Enjoy my personal favourite project embedded here, and peek at the full list below!

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Two Special Ponies Get Close

I had no idea this was coming, but Sador has decided to illustrate another scene from A Report From The Farm! This one has Gabriela/Tequila trying to apologize to one of the other ponies for her slow pace in their daily trot. Even simple interactions turn out to be too complex for the sensual ponygirls as their platonic touch turns into lustful kissing within mere moments.

At this point Gabriela just found out her own brain finds the concept of running away impossible, and the Voice is cutting her off every few minutes for this or that violation. She is just trying to piece together a thread. I think Sador did a wonderful job yet again and I’m appreciative as ever for another artwork based on one of my characters!

And look at Freckles behind them, she almost steals the show!

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Merry Christmas (an illustration)

Well its been somewhat of a wild year, with a massive career shift IRL and long stretches away from home and keyboard, but I wanted to share that I’m still writing and creating! This year marked the tail end of One Way to Graduate, another short called Burying the Lead, and a lot of progress on Book 4 of Dollhood. I’ve made some great headway on that finale, but there are a lot of threads to wrap up. I think if I rushed it I could get it done by the 31st, but after so many years of work it deserves to be done right.

In the meantime, here’s a callback to my Christmas one-shot Spending the Holidays Inside, which won a writing challenge when it came out, and inspired my current movement toward softer and more character-driven writing, even when the disabilities drift toward the edges of reality. A great artist archellpelagone has taken the time to really iron out Larissa and her body language post-injury. I’ve never had a more considered, patient, and selfless experience with an artist, it was incredible. Check out their profile, they’re running a sale at the moment, and have some intense work. I knew no one else could do that off-medical vibe that exists in this story.

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Another Illustration of a Special Pony

In his kickoff for Kinktober 2022, Sador has decided to illustrate another scene from A Report From The Farm! This one has Gabriela/Tequila struggling with her sudden lack of shame, and the continuing feeling that she is losing herself. All the while fretting over the inhuman treatment she experiences being hosed down after every drop or plop, or the new reality where she must align her bathroom schedule with when the farmhands allow her to go.

At this point Gabriela is fully losing herself, the Voice cutting her off every few minutes for this or that violation. She is just trying to piece together a thread. I think Sador did a wonderful job as always and I’m appreciative as ever for another artwork based on one of my characters!

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A New Illustration of Nora

It’s been a bit of a journey, but when I heard that an anonymous artist had returned (temporarily) and was offering commissions again, I had to ask if they would draw Nora from One Way to Graduate. They draw quite a variety of subject matters in the spectrum of injuries to disabilities, but the one thing I admire and sought after was the ability to draw a body in a wheelchair. Something about the way they draw a character’s posture and muscle tone just implies that the person relies on that seat to get around, in a way that is very true to life.

I’m happy to present Nora brought off the page in a new iteration here!

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A Few Updates

Another Dollhood chapter is live!

Dollhood Chapter 37 is out, and it features John taking Hope to a certain Mr. Rivers for help. Yes, the one who later saves Emily Battersby in Artist’s Masterpiece)! He is immediately smitten by their bravery to take back some bits of independence, but skeptical if he can help meaningfully. That said, Hope needs a voice to feel safe from Jack’s trickery and abuse, and John is completely on board. You can kind of see the doll coming out of her shell here, interrupting men and thinking about all the questions she wants to ask but can’t. I do adore her, luckily its all uphill from here!

At the beginning of the year, I aimed to get a chapter a month out, which I kept up for a bit, and is definitely doable if this was my only hobby. Unfortunately, I find myself juggling quite a lot these days, but I’m super pleased with Hope’s arc here (and especially being out the valley of darkness arc, I don’t revel in sadism too much). Its good to be moving again!

Guest Story Illustrations

Sador has illustrated a really incredible and dynamic image of Puffycunt from Book of Milk in her final scene, mind clear and pleading to a fair/tradeshow audience to see that she is a person underneath all the changes (okay maybe I do revel in sadism). I’ve added that scene to the final chapter, and while I’m at it, I returned to A Holsom Women’s Social, and added all of Slothargy’s many chapter illustrations inline to the story. Make sure to look on his DeviantArt or Pixiv, as he has even more than a few alts and extra scenes from this story.

I always enjoy revisiting these two!


A Farewell to Yahoo Groups

Okay so this isn’t news.

Yahoo Groups closed in a meaningful sense in 2019, before a push to delete data, and finally being put to rest in late 2020. As someone who used Groups, and developed new interests and fetishes solely from poring through that clunky old site, what really stung was the lack of notice we were given to retrieve our data – and the lack of tooling to do so! A lot of artists I now consider friends got their start on the site, like Gammatelier, Demon-Man, Sador, and KinkyScientist.

Starting October 2019, there was a bit of a community panic, and then a scrambled effort, over on Discord. Though we had a lot of members, membership to various groups was spread wide, and the admins weren’t necessarily responsive to let the archivists in. Downloading images and such was infamous for its clunkiness (n_a.jpg anyone?) and not all users had the skills to operate a basic shareware tool (PGOffline) – which to its credit did a decent job once we found it.

All the same, I assembled as complete of an archive as I could, amassing my own collection of mostly amputee and bodymod related content, before combining it with other’s collections. Shoutout to wtjui, waitwot, and crazyruff for their work!

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New Website Pages and Dollhood Book 3 Finished

Dollhood!

Fantastic news! With the publishing of Chapter 35, I have finished the 3rd book of Dollhood, and I do believe I am hitting something deeper here as I prepare to bring Hope back into a sort of recovery. That salvation is going to have true gravity due to her suffering (which I took no pleasure in, hence the writing delays). I do have to thank Slothargy, as always, for being my editor and brainstormer for everything Dollhood! Dave’s ongoing support and patience is appreciated too, as is yours!

Let’s finish this story this year, yeah? :D

The Favourites Collection

There’s been an element of this site that I feel is lacking, and that’s community connections. On Discord, I have great chats with other writers daily, and yet this space is a monolith. There is the guest story section of course, but I don’t necessarily find myself as the hoster/steward of every story I like, or writer I respect, and those select few guest stories are more akin to projects where I was on the cusp of contributor and editor.

I was browsing Dave Potter’s site, looking for On The Table by Benfan, which I knew he had on his “My Favourite Erotic Fiction” page, when I realized such a reading list was precisely what I wanted to create! Now he had written a nice blurb for each, and I aim to do the same, but not in a simple list… because I think my list will be longer!

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Another TwoFlower Illustration

So in addition to the wonderful artwork I shared in my January Update, TwoFlower0 on DeviantArt has created another picture into Nora and Ethan’s night together! The last moment before the clothes come off

I daresay this one supersedes the last! I’m really excited to see their little romance come alive in art, and while the last pic had Nora alone in her chair, I think the warmth here is the perfect counterpoint. Thanks again to TwoFlower0, go check out their work!

You can read about Nora and Ethan in One Way to Graduate!

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An Overdue Update

Happy new year!!

Nora’s Story

One more down! After 8 months and 13 chapters, One Way to Graduate is finished and I want to thank everyone who read my foray into a less conventional romance with an open mind. I also have to thank AliasMV for editing, CelestialSecrets for betareading certain chapters, as well as a last shout-out to a betareader on Reddit with a similar disability, who validated some of the facts and tone in the final stretches. Biggest help was Alias, from start to finish!

This is also the first story I have published to Literotica, and the reception there has been really wonderful. Of course with another story done I have also looked for ways to polish, publish, and share it to a wider audience, and one of those ways is illustrations!

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A Whole Lotta Dollhood!

I have some great Dollhood news!

For the last 10 months(!) I have been writing and weaving the ridiculous tale that is Dollhood through the darkest parts of the story, those of revelations and loss of hope before the dawn. I’ll admit its been difficult at times to stick to the page, as I was unsure how to work with all the threads in play, or how to heighten them without giving up the game. I also have a very tough time kicking my characters when they are down (which is why I began another story for relief), but after all this effort to delve into her relationships with Cuddles, Cushions, and Alan, I am happy to report that Hope is ready to be saved!

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An Interview With Yours Truly

So, very weird but Tea/Umamienne thought me worthy of an interview in her current series digging into artist/writer’s process. I’m really flattered and hope I gave some insight into the process of worldbuilding and my peculiar style of writing, but its short so I think we skimmed the surface of something good. Thanks to her for the insightful questions!

Go read it on Deviantart, or see the copy below (reposted for posterity, you all know how DA can be).

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Illustration for Life Together

Well I seem to have dropped the ball for a bit, but that was due to a vacation in July which was much needed! Chapters of One Way to Graduate are resuming, though at a slower pace due to me posting as I write instead of operating from a backlog. Go read Chapter 9 and let me know what you think! Many thanks to CelestialSecrets for helping edit this one!

Dollhood is slow but progress is happening! One chapter to go before I dump some goodies here!

That said, I’ve recently commissioned Nolimbest to illustrate a tender scene from Life Together (Like Me), which shows Dan and Jenny’s first date, after the symphony, when they have been arranged together by Dan’s father for some alone time. Dan is obviously having some trouble, but Jenny doesn’t mind too much. The boy just needs to accept what is within his (now-limited) grasp, but that’s not in the cards…

Enjoy!

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Some General Updates

Writing

I know I may seem off on a tangent with this new story, One Way to Graduate, but I’m thankful for everyone who gives it a try (as well as AliasMV’s continued support in both storyline and editing). Building on oneshots like Spending the Holidays Inside and Life Together, about people learning to accept their disabilities, I would like to angle myself toward more realistic, personal, and grounded fiction, while also covering more pervy and inventive designs as they come to me. So, more or less a flip in priorities. Longer, softer stories and shorter, darker bits too. We’ll see how that goes.

That said, Dollhood has been really prioritized since I got romanced-out. Thanks to significant assistance from Slothargy, Dollhood is now heading into Chapter 33! I don’t have a release timeline, but this 4-chapter section will be huge, and consist of a visit back home for Hope, still caught in Jack’s twisted games. This story is a monster and every word adds more lore and material, twisting the elements already set up for torturous subversions or catharsis. I’m sorry to say this takes time, and I am a slow writer, though please know we are in “tying of threads” mode now.

I have no illusions about the slim audience, as this is a spiritual sequel to a much shorter smut tale set as an offshoot in the future of a different fetish – RIP – but as it gets larger I’m also putting more time into crafting it, making it perfect. A fool’s errand, maybe, but also one I enjoy chewing on.

Beta Academy is a permanent flip-flop – to rewrite or continue after so long – but it won’t be touched until after Dollhood is finished, so perhaps 2025?

Milestones

For anyone scrolling through this corner of the web, thank you. This site has some incredible stats, being visited by over 1000 users monthly. I don’t peek at the analytics too often, but wow.

Similarly, we passed 1200 watchers on DeviantArt recently! This is remarkable, and I know illustrations are a driver for that growth, but the more eyes that hit the written pages the better!

Last, but most importantly, Dollhood has reached 200 pages of written text in my personal google doc! 12pt, Times New Roman, paragraphs slightly spaced: don’t think I’m cheating or anything! This marks a move into novel territory, and while I won’t be publishing or selling this, I am proud to be operating in that tier.

Website Changes

If you’ve noticed, the site got a bit of polish a couple weeks ago. Out goes Palatino typeset, in comes Lora!

A tiny blind survey in the community discord resulted in a consensus that Lora was more readable, and honestly the last piece of the development/design puzzle of this space was a suitable font. I won’t say its perfect – I wish italics had a bit more lean/skew to them – but overall I’ve been told it adds a newer feel. That is… if its noticed at all!

Another very subtle tweak is Print Styling. If you want to save a story, click on the title to see all chapters together, and use your browser to print to PDF! I think archiving smut is super important due to how quickly it evaporates, and I wanted to make that as easy as possible.

Website TODO

  • A CMS back-end to write these posts easier and hopefully more often (for now come chill on the Discord! ). I used netlify-cms super effectively in a new site for a friend recently and I would like to implement it, but requires hosting on Github or Gitlab, at risk of their Terms of Service.
  • Full-story pages don’t link their footnotes correctly! I need a subtle translation filter to find those and tweak the link to something unique for all chapters, likely upon templating. This would be easier if I rebuilt the site in Eleventy but not sure if I want to go down that road yet. (Tempting…)
  • Likely more, I can’t remember now. If you have any feature requests or usability concerns about the website please reach out!

Illustrations of a Special Pony

So… when it rains it pours!

My friend Sador found himself rereading A Report From The Farm recently, and surprised me with some sketches of our sorry protagonist that quickly evolved into a finished work! Two of them! I’m honestly impressed and blindsided by this, as while most other illustrations here are paid and planned for, Sador was simply following his creative muse (and apparently that muse moans!)

A heartfelt thank you to Sador! You can find the illustrations here or in Chapter 1 and chapter 2 of the story!

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Illustrations of the Class of 2087

I hope readers have stumbled upon the recent chapters in my new disability romance story One Way To Graduate, which is being released weekly, but let’s put that aside for a hot second.

You might be thinking the illustration Gammatelier drew for his commissioned story Quint Boss was the traded art for that story (cause I wasn’t too clear in the last blog post) but actually, I’ve had him developing some high-quality reference sheets for our magnificent quartet from Beta Academy; Jessica, Amy, Adam, and Cathy. Gamma went above and beyond here, offering to redesign the chair itself on top of my goal of a new uniform and obviously the character faces themselves.

Through a back and forth over a frantic couple of weeks, Gamma designed a sort of segway-style cradle which is lighter and more streamlined than my design (built with Demon-Man’s wonderful help). These chairs can balance, as well as get closer to each other, and it holds the passenger firmly in place regardless if they are driving or the Central system has taken control. I think both designs have their appeal, as Demon-Man’s has a certain “faded future” aesthetic I like, but Gamma and I decided that if money is going anywhere, its to the beta future programme, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I especially enjoy the uniforms Gamma designed. While I was writing in 2018, I was heavily influenced by Brave New World and Huxley’s obsession with the sensualism of a zipper, the speedy release and ‘promiscuity’ of it (lol the 1930s), but I think the alternate take here is to have a very elaborate costume. I haven’t decided if this is all pre-stitched and zippered down the back again or around the butt underneath the skirt, or if every Beta must be individually dressed, but regardless the idea here is clothing specifically designed to highlight the limbless body, including the fertile aspects and change in waist location when the legs are gone (or never there to begin with!).

Also if you’re wondering who Cathy is, I’m afraid she was the next character POV before I lost the plot. I fully intend to continue their tale someday, but for now take these tokens of thanks for reading my stories.

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A Story for Gammatelier

Last year, Gammatelier kept mentioning here and there to write something for him. And I kept mentioning here and there for him to draw me something. I’ve been coding some simple dress-up applets for him in p5.js, which is a quick and infrequent job, but for anything more I’m really picky about what I spend my time on, since it takes me so long to write (as you are all well aware, lol).

We both greatly enjoyed his commission from Pozzo (graciously allowed as a repost here) and got to talking about what the life of a deafblind quad amputee would even look like. She totally fails to flirt in Pozzo’s one-shot story, but her assistant also completely fails to pick up on it. It was a cute tale, but we both asked,

“What’s next?”

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A Shout-Out and another Guest Story

A huge congratulations to Slothargy for completing his first major story A Holsom Women’s Social, and it is major!

Sloth popped up on Yahoo Groups a few years ago, enjoying Artists Masterpiece and offering to pen some illustrations of Emily and Anne’s transformation. Of course Dave and I agreed, but then quickly lost contact. Reappearing just about a year ago now, Sloth was inspired by Dollhood and the idea of ornamental, customized wives, constrained by both upbringing and the world they live in (you see the parallels?). Excited by a like mind, I implored him to take his notes from years ago, strong but loose ideas, and fashion them into a story to rival Dollhood. And he has!

Clocking in at about 48000 words, the first entry in the Holsom saga/series sets the stage of a community (and country) that is all at once like some fading image of 1950s New England, and something slick and shiny from the future, cast through the prism of Alex Streuth, Simon Benson, Dave Potter, Erenisch, Benfann, Sador, and other talespinners and artists twisting the human body into something relentlessly purposeful and inescapable. It is a refraction of Ira Levin’s Stepford, and a step beyond.

Take a read and see what you think, as the newly-wed Cherry is escorted to her neighborhood’s Women’s Social so she can mix and mingle with the other women of good standing. With each word, Slothargy (and myself as editor and sounding board) twists that classic idyllic image of male dominance into something new and original.

Like Sador, Slothargy has allowed me to share his story here for your reading, but please follow the links in each chapter to find his original illustrations.

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New Year, who dis? ✌️

Happy New Year!!

I’ve decided to kick off the much-awaited 2021 with a facelift to the site! Nothing revolutionary but a general polish that I believe my first design lacked. This is all from scratch, ground-up, so let me hear it if something doesn’t work for you. Readability is the main focus, and its a learning process on my end!

Updates:

  • Animations!
    • Smooooth dark mode toggle!
      • If you didn’t know, there is a button on the footer bar!
    • Smooooth scrolling!
      • For locating where you are in the megalist of stories,
      • From footnote to text and back.
  • Full story support
    • Now if you select the title of a story, it will take you to a page with all the chapters on one page.
  • Lists
    • Seperate from other content for better focus
    • Fix the leader lines and table of contents on small screens
  • Color tweaks
  • Better visual hierarchy / separation
  • A huge amount of back-end polish, refactoring, making it easier to maintain and post!

To-Do:

  • PDF creation and better print styles
    • possibly just better print design for readers to do themselves, all 3 of you.
  • Image lightboxes/zoom
    • (on the fence about this)
  • Tag/Topic sorting on the Stories page
    • Complicated
  • Connective lines in the Table of Contents based on worlds/subject matter.
    • Just wasting time at this point, avoiding the pen and page!

Regarding actual… you know… writing!

I have completed a commissioned story recently for Gammatelier, which will go up this month, and I hope to dive back into Dollhood or the Betas as soon as this coding craze leaves my system.

To everyone finding this page and ferrying on through to the Discord, hope you are well, keep reading and creating yourselves!

Cafter


One Extra Service Model Illustration

I asked OmegaSection to redesign Asa/Assa from The Service Model in their signature style! I won’t be adding this inline to the story, as that amazing processor head isn’t canon, but the details here are incredible! Between the ‘finger’, the pistons/stewart-platform, the contained/changed head, and the overall sense of permanency; I actually might like this version better than my own, for how it really nullifies her humanity, making the butt cheeks with their cute blush the focus, undeniably!

Here is their take on Assa, or perhaps just another product many decades in the future! Check it out!

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Slothargy Dollhood Illustrations

When it rains it pours!

Slothargy has used some of his precious Kinktober slots (Day 1, Day 6) to dig into the side characters of Dollhood! Together, we have really drilled into the character and silent motivations of Cushions/Clarice quite a bit together, and she was the inspiration for one of his future characters in Holsom. I don’t know a more invested person in this story than me (and you don’t want to give me a brush!), so this is really rewarding to see!

I’ve included his notes below.

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Another Meeps123 Illustration

I’ve commissioned Meeps123 one more time to create a final illustrations of Asa/Assa and Nurse/Sarah from The Service Model!

Here is their take on the climax of the whole story, check it out!

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Service Model Illustrations

I’m still plugging away at Dollhood 28 and 29, but I’ve recently commissioned Meeps123 to create a few illustrations of Asa/Assa from The Service Model! She looks a little different here than in Demon-Man’s take, delightably delicate laying there with her neck tied to the bed, I think the real Assa is somewhere in the middle. They did a fantastic job and I hope to get some more scenes covered by them!

And a heads up, I’m going to be committing to Kinktober this year, with short vignettes hopefully ending up here on a regular basis as I write them! It’s a big undertaking so we will see how many I hit! LOL

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Dollhood Update & Sador Illustrations

So, great news, Dollhood Chapter 27 is up and ready to read! Hope finds herself back at Jack’s penthouse, totally unable to convince him she isn’t his wife! I’m thinking of this like purgatory, where she will make her final resolved opinions about dollhood itself.

Also, I had forgotten to include Sador’s illustrations of Puffycunt and his previous cowgirl which I am retconning into the Anything Company universe here! The illustration of our cowgirl will end up in Chapter 15.

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Welcome to the new site!

To all stumbling over here, this is the new dedicated spot for all of my writing! I’ve been posting to Deviantart for about 3 years now and I decided a change was due after the recent developments with Eclipse and my subject matter tipping over their line of decency in many respects.

Due to DA’s limitations, chapters of The Book of Milk and A Report from the Farm were not properly formatted anymore. This may be a little thing, but the strikethrough of forbidden thoughts was essential to the slow devolution of each story, and posting as PDFs never quite caught on UI-wise.

There are a lot of benefits:

  • Custom formatting for any story.
  • Readability should be easier overall.
  • Light and Dark Mode!
    • This should both react to your device settings or stick with your preference if you hit the icon on the bottom of this page.
  • Cheap hosting.
    • I built this all with Jekyll so its all static files on AWS, something like $1/month, maybe less.
  • Built-in story series, linking, footnotes, tags…
    • I had to build most of this logic over the last two weeks, but it was remarkably easy!

Some challenges:

  • Technical setup.
    • If you would like to get my source code contact me directly, I can run you through how it’s done. Git and Markdown, but otherwise its a breeze!
  • Forces me to build a Discord to get around having dynamic changing comments.
    • I could roll with Disqus but they have privacy issues and ads. The only option was to stick with a platform that’s been really transformative for me.
    • FYI its pretty bare over there right now…

So here we are. A drastic over-reaction? Absolutely. A great project to feature writing at its best? Absolutely!

P.S. I would like to extend a huge thank you to Slothargy for the story watermarks for Dollhood and Beta Academy!


Status Update

I know its popular to rip on Eclipse right now, but you should know that there are some stories here that will be gone when the site flips over. The Book of Milk, a fantastic new story by Sador, and Report from the Farm, both have fragmented formatting on the new site.

All strikethroughs are gone. All the painstaking notation of deleted thoughts are corrupted. I don’t yet know what I’m going to do, likely replace them with a PDF/EPUB, but the damage is done.


Status Update

Well it’s looking like Beta Academy is going to be posted in exponentially smaller segments, 4 chapters, then 2, then 1, but let me tell you this latest chapter has been months in the making and is longer than the last two combined, so I don’t feel toooo bad. I’ll be getting Chapter 7 up this week for y’all to enjoy!


A guest illustration from Demon-Man

Demon-Man shot me a message this past Spring asking for a story commission, and I had no idea how to price my work, oops, so I simply requested a trade instead, and this is the first of three in exchange for the Ysrii story posted a few weeks ago.

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Status Update

Only 2 years later and I’m finally posting A Report from the Farm here as a text post… because Sador and I have collaborated on a new story set in the farms of the Anything Company!!!! Coming soon.


Status Update

We reached 500 watchers on this little corner of the web!!

Enjoy the new Dollhood chapter, its meaty and will impact the rest of the story immensely!

Thanks for watching, everyone!


A new story inspired by Dollhood

Exciting news! Dave Potter was particularly inspired by Audrey Fentiman from Dollhood Chapter 25, the devout catholic girl who had her arms and neck contorted backwards and skyward. Seems he saw something in her, and he fleshed out the backstory of her school, set in the 1960s along with his other Lady of Leisure tales.

Its worth a read, St. Brigid’s School for Young Catholic Ladies

What’s more, Slothargy has done a sketch of the protagonist Jessica Fitzgerald. If you’re wondering, Audrey looks quite similar!

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Status Update

Slothargy, who illustrated my old avatar a long while back, has dipped into the world of dolls and limbless sex-pets in a spectacular way, not only illustrating but writing a vignette about a character inspired by Cuddles/Althea from Dollhood! Its very worth a read and peek!

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Status Update

Heads up, just threw in a short Appendix and I have two hearty Dollhood chapters just waiting to be posted tomorrow!

Previously I’ve written the entire “book” over a year or so and posted it after, but I think I’m more comfortable following my nose through this winding tale now, so this will be it for a little while.

Happy holidays!


A guest illustration from Demon-Man

Demon-Man shot me a message this past Spring asking for a story commission, and I had no idea how to price my work, oops, so I simply requested a trade instead, and this is the first of three in exchange for the Ysrii story posted a few weeks ago.

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A guest illustration from Demon-Man

Demon-Man shot me a message this past Spring asking for a story commission, and I had no idea how to price my work, oops, so I simply requested a trade instead, and this is the first of three in exchange for the Ysrii story posted a few weeks ago.

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Status Update

Heads up, I’m going to be updating the Beta Academy story post over the next week before posting chapters 5 and 6. The update of chapters 1-4 will just be some continuity changes/details, and a little rearranging of the text in chapter 4.

Might be worth a reread since it’s been a while, but don’t worry about missing out if you jump straight to the new content!


Gift from NimbleTail: Experiment Emma

Experiment Emma

A gift from NimbleTail for a well-timed backup

Caption/Design by Cafter Homme

Emma must have spent hours laying in her bed… no… not a bed, a padded kennel, crying out for someone, anyone, before finally a man approached. She had begged the huge blurry silhouette, “What happened to me?” but only heard a messy wail from her pinned open mouth as her tongue refused to budge from it’s piercing in the thing that locked her jaw open, stretching it out, her ever-drooling mouth getting dry, though she refused to drink from that… thing. But she knew what had happened, something wrong, so wrong, she dared not look down at herself.

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Status Update

Posting a two-part commission, the finale of which comes tomorrow. Its a little less subtle in its darkness, but I think its good exercise on brevity after the last story. Back to the betas after this. Enjoy!


Status Update

Finale of Book 2 is out tomorrow!!! 2 years of work, nearly done!

Question, should I post a complete (all-chapters, 1-23) lit post? The old PDF will be deleted soon. I’ve talked about duplicating to other sites like Literotica, anyone use that//think its worthwhile?


Status Update

Inching closer to the finale of Book 2, Hope gets her wedding gift! The story will wrap on Friday, just before I go away for a while. :)


Status Update

That’s that! After today’s post it will be all new chapters, and no more waffling about, she has graduated to become a proper armless doll! Keep up with the series in my gallery.


Status Update

Hope gets a little action this chapter, finally! Thanks all who have been reading along!


Status Update

I’m almost finished “Dollhood” Part 2, like really close, so as I clean up the little mistakes I’m going to start posting the entirety of it in small batches, like 3-5 chapters each. By the time Part 1 has been re-posted here in a more readable and polished form, I’ll just keep on posting all the way through to the climax of Part 2. Hope you enjoy!


Status Update

My co-conspirator Dave Potter has posted most of his work here on dA, with more to follow, give his deviantart gallery a look!


Status Update

With the collapse of tumblr, I’m starting a Discord group for enhancements, reductions, and surgical modifications. Its early days right now, but come join! Message me for an invite.


Status Update

Hey y’all, second status update here, but practically the first!

Tbh I’m not really sure what the difference is between a journal entry and a status update but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.

I’ve recently figured out how to make text posts here on DeviantArt with decent formatting, before which I was mainly posting PDFs which I know are harder to access on mobile.

Would you guys like me to repost my old stories as text posts here so they’re easier to read? I’ll likely have to leave out any images. I would put the PDFs in my scraps and link to them.

I’m also considering posting to Literotica, let me know if that’s a good idea for longevity.

Writing a lot about Hope and Chastity, and a little about Adam and Jessica. Maybe some more chapters soon?


I won an idea poll

I recently won a poll with my idea on Mochachobonkai’s Patreon! It’s a follow-up to this great scene, called Sandwich Struggle.

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Status Update

Two new stories posted! Illustrated PDF of ‘Masterpiece is coming, waiting on the last of the pictures of Anne from Book 4. Please send critique if you read along, I’m new to writing like this.